she makes me feel guilty for taking time out to study or relax or socialize. I have never had good reliable friends and never known the meaning of a good reliable man. heather did the same thing trying to bring guilt out of me over massage physo for my back and neck from car accident, other girls for clothing who were spoilt little shits. I knew poverty and these little shits thought they should be better then me in jobs and with men and they knew nothing about real life experiences.