all joyce wanted to teach me was loneliness, disputes and conflict and broken lives and rejection failure humiliation, letting go of everything that was important to me, yet why doesn't she give up everything and her fuck buddies and her money? she expects me to live like a pig for her sex whore life. what about the husbands she stole from me? when will she do penance for all the wrongs she has done, more wrongs then I have done.