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i woke up dizzy again and came home after the heart centre dizzy but i don't want a home doctor here cuz the house is so unkept with dust and fleas and i have been so ill over the break i done the bare minimum to keep it basic tidy. i hate living like this because i used to clean the house for my parents all the time. i was a slave to there house cleaning it due to my disorder i even now hate disorder in retail shops or doctors offices and wait rooms and want to tidy everything it annoys me no end. my sister has helped me get over my cleaning obsessions with her ruination mentality but the house is not the way i want it.

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i woke up dizzy again and came home after the heart centre dizzy but i don't want a home doctor here cuz the house is so unkept with dust and fleas and i have been so ill over the break i done the bare minimum to keep it basic tidy. i hate living like this because i used to clean the house for my parents all the time. i was a slave to there house cleaning it due to my disorder i even now hate disorder in retail shops or doctors offices and wait rooms and want to tidy everything it annoys me no end. my sister has helped me get over my cleaning obsessions with her ruination mentality but the house is not the way i want it.
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