I am so depressed its not funny. I have to hide it for work and family.

In the same day, I had sex with a 19yo girl and a 45yo woman. The girl is in one of my college classs. The woman is a teacher of mine. This wasn't the first time. They don't know about one another. I broke it off with both of them because my conscience overcame my libido. Still, I'll never forget when I broke the condom with my nail and emptied my balls into my teacher. The 19yo girl was different; she never asked for a condom, and I enjoyed being the first and only man to cum in her young pussy. She didn't enjoy swallowing, but I made her do it anyway (her first time). I made her give her anal virginity to me. Finally, I talked her into fucking another man just to please me. I used to choke her and make her call me Daddy as I filled her with my seed. She swore she would spread her legs for me whenever I wanted, even if she got married in future. I'm considering going back to her. She used to wait in bed, naked, at the specified time; I would enter her home, undress, and fuck her without saying a word. She says she loves me; I know she does, because she fucks other men when I tell her to. (We still talk...) I know I'm a monster. I just don't care.

In the same day, I had sex with a 19yo girl and a 45yo woman. The girl is in one of my college class...

so I have another 12-20 rosebud chocolate stems for the breast cancer fashion show and I haven't even eatten them. or used sally's or nutrijunks shit either. I have shit from here shit from there. people think they can make up for their abuse by material things which deeply offense me.

so I have another 12-20 rosebud chocolate stems for the breast cancer fashion show and I haven't eve...

what I don't understand with anita is why didn't she just say "thankyou for offering to help with the sausage sizzles and fundraising but just keep doing the singing and if you don't want to do a solo (cuz there was heaps of better people then me who could have that was obvious) or I will place you where you won't feel uncomfortable on stage, when I did public speaking lessons my tutor worked with me to boast up my confidence to do my speach that I thought I could never do but I did, all anita had to say was a few nice words she should not have asked me over to her house and their childish non-sense they were going on with, they had already chosen their dash sponsors so why did she lie to me as some game? why not just be honest and open, and that was what I didn't like also about mary in the psychology. I will not lie about things, I never felt comfortable with ken and that whole situation I was pushed into by leigh and my mum and dad said "don't let that ever happen to you ever again" make it clear to people your not there to be abused not by dirty doctors or dirty priests who have some hidden agendas and fake hearts fake everything but their wallets and skull duggery. yeh anita gets help to write her music she supposedity makes it all to sound deliberately sickly fake "matey" bs! that she can not live up to as a human because she is so evil. but when you have a son of slut bastard useless ill moraled doctor or some other fake man in the middle of it you have trouble. at least anita can't say I didn't help her and her illness - my family have had spine abifita but that doesn't mean she has to be such a pig! there is a way of speaking to someone. she could have just said "I am sorry you are going through this, just keep coming to choir" she went on with all these lies about "I know some of you are having terrible abuse family problems but does she know how bad it is, how violent my sister and father and mother have been to me at times. she makes out she cares infront of people but she doesn't its all about ego and money with her. but like I said she can't say I didn't help her with royalty companions and compliements to their singing birdy! who is not so nice at all. a very nasty witch around a heap of bitches. that is why I complained in that receptionist whores ear because she has everything all these poeple have everything! I wish I could be so selfish.

what I don't understand with anita is why didn't she just say "thankyou for offering to help with th...