why should I hang around these bands who bullshitted me around and ripped me off. I lost interest in them in 2004. basically my attitude is I was expecting to be liked and complete my course and I might have got some help like others but I don't see why I was not given the chance to complete the course when I was one of the least bitching and least scoffy lot there who were making insulting references daily about teachers and admin at the college and their obvious preferences to certain students to be allowed pass and how some were allowed pre veligers and others were not. I did nothing illegal and I resent the way I was treated. no excuse for bowie and his bullshit they can all fuck off! I was good enough and pushed out on the dumb heap at 23 passed up by men and for work so you don't get over the hurt and the haters that easy. I own no one a thing!