did ken have a ego on him or what he thought he was hot in bed and he was disgusting. like all men he thought women like being ram-raped and I don't. rick had a ego on him and thought he was something extra great and was the rudest arrogant fool I ever met and he told me to "go and get fat" after I lost weight and I told him I loved him which he wanted me to say because he had been doing everything in his power to set me up to hurt me exactly that way. him and katy dog and dirty fat fuck big ego bully beck were plotting to get me raped right from word go in 1999.

I hate this social club I joined last week followed sorry but the thing is outdated. they need to go watch more heavy stuff to have an opinion on femshit. I made cupcakes and sewed years ago. I shared and got no where and still had no friends. I did all my drama performances at drama school and moved on to better things. I don't want to dance with strangers or drunk ass fat women. they are all creepy especially the moon dishwater dumpster gal. they are all so full of self pity and bold ass self confidence and arrogance and self importance. one has no place even being their she is too perfect for the group, she looks like a ballet dancer and tall and just is not right for the fat club. 3 of them are executive working chics and another 2 are teachers and a nurse and a few don't make sense with their accents at all. the facilitators are stupid and the money to fund the program would be better spent on more practical workshops. one has a book club wow, the other olds a craft day as if I even remember how to knit ? and wineo-stupid women "acting out" being teenagerish doesn't impress me that much. I have no ambition to be some whore of the screen or stage stripping and its hard to get to. been there and done that and sick of pretending to be excited and impressed by others or supportive when I just don't give a shit about a room full of prideful selfish root-around women who get heaps of dirty sex and money and still want to cry "poor bugger me" incase I might really be needing real help when help to them is "getting a new wedding dress" or "buying a new ferrari or new lawyer to screw who is secretly their step cousin or some shit and father of their 4 kids of which 2 they never admit to giving birth to or having before they found mr perfect charming prince ass! and yeh I am a critical person and see fault in others. but that is how you become when that is all others have ever done to you. just wait til when I start saying to your face more and just saying exactly how I feel! cuz I am like that. I am a person who needs to see faults in others to feel better about myself and also to keep myself in my own game. because I used to be so asleep to others games and I am not now.

I hate this social club I joined last week followed sorry but the thing is outdated. they need to go...

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