I just sit at home make food for people and clean up and try to look after the pets but all my family do that. I used to enjoy renovating and decorating but I really wanted a place of my own to do that. I just do courses and volunteer work here and there in bits, and I never over crowd or push my way into community groups like I see a lot of people doing at church or other places. I have never had a big group of friends ever. I was never pretty enough rich enough. or I was talked about behind my back for my clothing choices at college or university and most of it was cheap and average to conversative because I was never allowed to be a show-off, my parents never liked children who were show ponies and status object orientated. excitment to us was getting in the car with my dad and alp promotional people and dad doing voice overs all over the place for voting and sometimes he called the live broacadcasts over the game live on the ground or we went dancing or skating and we never had a lot of money. I can remember having dinner with priests but mum did that more then me cuz she lived next door to them. I never really had any special birthday parties really only a few times mostly when werner was alive then it was always on the farm. the most exciting thing there was a stupid slide night and drinks with old people. same with radio crap, and most of that when we moved here it was all rosie and davey show here. there was no catherine show ever! my relatives couldn't even get off their lazy bums to support me at the quest finals when all the other girls had tables full of guests I had only 3 guests apart from my parents. like wow! shows you how liked I was.