I lay in bed all day everyday, no point getting up when you get pushed down all the time right!

all my parents do is "hate" on people a lot. my dad says "I would like to get c--ky and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze and squeeze her throat" for years he said this in raging drunken arguments, I just giggle to myself or to my mother, or mumbles to himself about "hating people" and its always "bugger this one, or bugger that one" and "auuggghha I caaaan't" get do this or that. or if something breaks he up and throws it, when the fly screen door handle broke he up and threw it and said "arrggggah bugger the bloody thing", my mother is not much different. she over acts on all kinds of things, comes the dotty little obese dwarf with her dwarf mind and her dwarfted life and attitudes and dwarfed image as her relatives have of her. then there is my sister who tells a heap of shit to people all the time about her marriages and life and will attack over just asking her out or offering her a birthday gift you get attacked, so I have given up buying a thing for her. she refuses all xmas and birthday gifts for the last 7 or more years and has quite a stash of clothing and perfumes and stuff herself that she buys herself, I buy myself my things cuz no one else would so I buy for myself too. and I won't give my things away to anyone and we don't have love thy neighbor values and my sister is the first to say that about everyone. she refuses to forgive people who have wronged us and doesn't want to talk to neighbors and people and I don't want to either or does my mother. dad is about the only that barely tolerates them but he doesn't like them and thinks they are scanky. of course I tell him all the time the stuff I hear and see and them on drugs over their and I like painting bad views about others so I can feel so much better and say "TUT-TUT", what ever turns you on, drugs turn them on, "tut-tut ing turns me on" I just ignore a lot of people now. its the only way to be. my mother and me and dad do our own thing and my sister does her own thing.

all my parents do is "hate" on people a lot. my dad says "I would like to get c--ky and squeeze and ...

like police said to me, "if it looks or sounds too good to be true then it probably is" about money, and life and men and everything you can apply this to. I am past needing happy ever afters now and babies. as much as it would be nice to think it could happen logic tells me it can't and won't. and I am sick of people expecting me to believe their lies and bullshit!

like police said to me, "if it looks or sounds too good to be true then it probably is" about money,...

this hindi woman keeps pushing her values on me saying women have babies at 50 but that is not all women, and they have to be healthy. just because other people do things doesn't mean I have to do things their way. I have my own way of doing things and my own wants and desires and needs that don't include her and others butting in where they are not wanted. I go to her for business not family planning advice. I don't have a husband or partner and I can't see one coming along and I aint waiting around either in hope for one. I wanted children when I was 25 not at 45 and certainly not at bloody 50! how dare you even come your hole power game and nigar act with me? cuz I don't want to know about your life and how you feel I only want to know about how I feel. we are not the same. I am not you. and I have different needs. different value systems.

this hindi woman keeps pushing her values on me saying women have babies at 50 but that is not all w...