Abusing my body

i don't love my brother or sister anymore. because of all the abuse they did to me and ruined my chances in jobs and education and relationships, I need money too to live. they get too much sex and money and friends. life has been too easy for my brother! he doesn't know hardship and struggle and neglect and how it feels to go without and be left behind and it would help him to learn those things in life cuz he has a unhealthy ego that needs bringing down. he was always getting away with things and dominant and controlling and spoilt as the boy and youngest. he was very rude and undisiplined towards his father and I don't like the way he wanted to take over the dad role over his father I think that is disrespectful when he should know his place.

i don't love my brother or sister anymore. because of all the abuse they did to me and ruined my cha...

i find churches to be depressing morbid places, they promote violence, people dying and human sacrifice and all they talk about is death and suffering and they abuses each other one way or another with tones or silence and they wronged me. I know that much. the bastards wronged me. I won't wear a crucifix to me it just invites harm on yourself.

i find churches to be depressing morbid places, they promote violence, people dying and human sacrif...

my therapist says its normal when you been abused and spiritually abused like me you turn away from all types of religions and don't want to know about occults and it all makes you ill. you just want nothing to do with any of them.

my therapist says its normal when you been abused and spiritually abused like me you turn away from ...