I need to get away from this town and go somewhere nice and more upmarket.

like I said to the lady the other day I don't want to see harm happen to the chooks wondering in the yard I am still upset over that wild blue crane that was run over on the road on my birthday it just upset me so much I was outside exercising that night and I have not gone out exercising since it upset me so much. this driver just deliberately drove straight at it and I heard it streetch out a painful death the poor thing and it had the most pretty blue feathers and I had to call the local govt to remove it off the road it felt like a bad omen, I just don't want to see the chooks killed really and I don't want anyone in the family or my pets being attacked by their savage dog. I like dogs but not savage ones. I love my cats more. my mum had to put some lavender and gerniums and blue bells back in where the chooks have dug. they have been laying eggs in our yard. I don't want snakes and rats around.

like I said to the lady the other day I don't want to see harm happen to the chooks wondering in the...

why do people get offended by questions? a question is not an accusation, unless it is given in a tone but a statement is a accusation a question is just a question why get offended at questions about business policies? seriously. open ended questions and closed questions the first things you learn in law school the difference between a question or a proposal or proposition usually comes with a question mark for answer its not a accusation. like once I asked my mum "have you ever killed someone?" I know my grandfather had to in war but like a question doesn't mean a accusation. its just a question to say yes or no or further information. really! people will ask questions about companies policies if they are purchasing items, it is just a fact that they will its part of the contract in some cases. I don't know what people get offended in business about questions about bloody policies I don't go around asking everyone have they killed but thinking about it. what a way to start a conversation? not much tact, I just said it in tongue and cheek to see her response really. she just looked at me vaguely and I laughed.

why do people get offended by questions? a question is not an accusation, unless it is given in a to...

since I was sick I sort of feel strange about my faith with god, I did feel a sense of something with me when I have been sick but to be honest I am just thinking "god is a bastard with a bad sense of humor" and the churches really are a farse, I like the stability of church and all but feel like I don't fit in or not accepted, unliked, unwanted there or used. its like they want all or nothing from me. and I can't be like the nuns I am human and want a husband I thought a while about being a nun only because the school asked us to think about those things but I was like I don't think I can live up to this. yet look at the silly way I live. not allowed love, no allowed this or that. its stupid. I have less faith in humans and less in what is beyond now. when I have seen all my dreams ruined. my life ruined when I wanted better things and marriage when I was 23 and not want joyce wanted for me. not ken and other idiots. I have lost faith in good manners and good will and humanity more. I think some people are born to be evil while others exercise more inner strength and its why they find themselves alone a lot, I have probably hurt people I wish I could hurt a lot of people I wish I could have more nasty words to people like they have had for me most of my life. if I could get my hands on a few of those asshole ambulance jerks I would spit on them. a few of them are in the wrong jobs and have no kindness and no caring about them you can tell they hate their job so why bother doing it then? I would put a few who were rude in a war zone, they should be polite to patients feelings. I thought a few were complete vulgar scum with their rude verbal statements. it won't win favour from me like russo didn't with her evil antics she is evil. that woman is evil. she is so evil she should be hung like mussolini.

since I was sick I sort of feel strange about my faith with god, I did feel a sense of something wit...