both my mum and dad have always been very anti-royalty and they have more socialist views then me. I am a in-betweener swinger. I will vote how I feel on the day literally. I learnt not to be so loyal after being let down by a lot of people. I was the one who was more the royalist of my family with all my diana stuff and other things and now I literally hate them. I don't respect them for how they treated me over me being a victim of child sexual abuse and I can't see how they can justify themselves and I could never prostitute my values that much nor can my parents. you might fool us once and then you don't ever again. that is how my family is. I don't have a soft spot for any of the celebrities I used to like or most people to be honest. when you don't get the things you need to thrive and survive well and your bullied and you learn not to trust and you learn to never fall for their shit ever again and the people who go with them are the fools who will come undone for it. its a sad thing that royals abuse their fans and the good people. but that is how they are. you have to find that out for yourself and the sooner the better sort of situation. and others say "well, I told you so!"

both my mum and dad have always been very anti-royalty and they have more socialist views then me. I am a in-betweener swinger. I will vote how I feel on the day literally. I learnt not to be so loyal after being let down by a lot of people. I was the one who was more the royalist of my family with all my diana stuff and other things and now I literally hate them. I don't respect them for how they treated me over me being a victim of child sexual abuse and I can't see how they can justify themselves and I could never prostitute my values that much nor can my parents. you might fool us once and then you don't ever again. that is how my family is. I don't have a soft spot for any of the celebrities I used to like or most people to be honest. when you don't get the things you need to thrive and survive well and your bullied and you learn not to trust and you learn to never fall for their shit ever again and the people who go with them are the fools who will come undone for it. its a sad thing that royals abuse their fans and the good people. but that is how they are. you have to find that out for yourself and the sooner the better sort of situation. and others say "well, I told you so!"
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