i had an nightmere felt like a gollywog tried to attack me called wayne- be-boring when I was 16 he was always going on about wanting to have sex with a woman on a horse, which I as a virgin couldn't accomodate to so I left him and met other attacking idiots who would be drunk and creepy and grope at my ass or talk shit at me at college asking too do stupid things I just ignored that pig behavior from ceepy old dudes on bombs of cars and attack me pushing me against walls to fuck me standing up if they could stand up drunk or sober, so when he couldn't manage it he went and fucked alliah and rick instead, rubbin his mates balls in nightclubs for us all to watch was his thing of exhibition and more.

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i had an nightmere felt like a gollywog tried to attack me called wayne- be-boring when I was 16 he was always going on about wanting to have sex with a woman on a horse, which I as a virgin couldn't accomodate to so I left him and met other attacking idiots who would be drunk and creepy and grope at my ass or talk shit at me at college asking too do stupid things I just ignored that pig behavior from ceepy old dudes on bombs of cars and attack me pushing me against walls to fuck me standing up if they could stand up drunk or sober, so when he couldn't manage it he went and fucked alliah and rick instead, rubbin his mates balls in nightclubs for us all to watch was his thing of exhibition and more.

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