I feel like I am being controlled and brainwashed. can anyone else feel it?

getting to know u really my feeling on the concepts r well known--- there isnt anybody i wish to know that well. shrug. peeps all have yicky parts and i got zero interest. anddd damaging to the physical and mental. shrug creap way to get off shrug. k. each to their own anddd worlds a pretty fucked up place sooo what can ya do. do believe my purceptions r shared by many anddd really there isnt much one can do about nothing soooo we might as well dance. with a little self respect and dignity. seems reasonable andddd off to see how my crazy life goes. went very well yesterday anddd preparing final volley. justice can assess their own actions anddd really should bee interesting.

getting to know u really my feeling on the concepts r well known--- there isnt anybody i wish to kn...

Better here than there. You'll never change, that thought has finally dawned on me. Like seeing the forest for the trees, you will always be un-apologetically yourself. If you were anything else the love I carry for you would dissipate into nothing more than an infatuation. People we share think I want to hear of your comings and goings, but I don't. It stings. Knowing all the subtle things I've missed all these years. More, over looked because I didn't have the heart to see you for what you've said you were all along. I've always considered you so much more. Looking back, even knowing the rose colored glasses I wore for you, I wouldn't change it. I wouldn't change holding you and letting you teach me what love is and more importantly what it isn't. When I was close to you I wanted nothing more than to touch your skin and feel the electricity that has ran between us for so long. The spark that made it so hard to walk away. I was strong though and so were you. It gave me hope that we can get through this and brought the realization to me that I have more self-control than you. Not always, but now. I can be strong for both of us friend, until we build a new bridge over the ruins of the one we demolished. I'm aware it is a dangerous road for us to teeter down, but traveling it without you just doesn't seem worth it. Thank you friend for helping me rebuild us.

Better here than there. You'll never change, that thought has finally dawned on me. Like seeing the...

I am thnking about giving up going to my useless doctors psychiatrist and finding new ones.

I am thnking about giving up going to my useless doctors psychiatrist and finding new ones.