there is a deep loneliness and sadness in my life that is so painful. I cover it a lot but its there all the same. my life doesn't feel complete without a husband and children so don't even bother trying to convince me it should be complete when society does treat you differently if you don't and I always wanted to marry and have children and heaps of women still do that and have careers so stop selling me your pscyho-mumbo-jumbo lies.