I always drive u mad. I shout at u, I quarrled

I always drive u mad. I shout at u, I quarrled with u, and I never sit down to get knowledge of u. Though i love u, mama... And now, i think, the evil cries out anger to me. I should face what i have done. Maybe i am losing everything. and then i'll be nothing. But please never to give up loving me, cause i really love u in my soul. I just sometimes can't control myself to be bad-tempered. And i promise, I will never waste my life to do whatevers. I'll form a change, please believe me.