tells me hates me and no one else will ever even tolerate me. everyday. I don't believe .

she is so useless, wants to stay up til all hours when years ago it was hitting bed at 8pm now its like midnight and i have to wait and she plods around, I am supposed to make beds and clean for it and do dinner and she has no order of her infitary of linen or food or frozen goods, or anything. she is a disgrace. everything is that dam computer her face shoved it all the time or tv without a care how any other bitcher feels or what they are a needin from her. you failed the test. clean your house lazy woman.

she is so useless, wants to stay up til all hours when years ago it was hitting bed at 8pm now its l...

I need a some more sleep and money. been up most of the night hugging my laptop.

I need a some more sleep and money. been up most of the night hugging my laptop.

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,cuz I just don't give a flying fuck who I offend these days since she went. I have so much bitterness in me and false friendliness and false politeness there are days I have to force it politeness out and its painful but its better the days when I can be blantantly rude, hard and cruel and harsh and mean to heaps of people. it somehow makes me feel better! just over a cat. and fuck the world on their spastic fucking xmas eve holedown hellfire shows. I hope heaps of people die in hell anyway. who cares! I just write my songs and that is a different side to me no one sees.

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,c...