this is something most of my friends at college and university and work could never understand that I can't afford the expense of socialising like normal people I don't get enough money even when I was a teen to afford drinking out. I used to get $174 a fortnight and I had to give my parents most of it and had just $50 to myself each fortnight. and i mean we have bills to pay, health insurance i had to get rid of and i can't afford all these bus fares and eating out all the time and I never shopped at Myer and brand names unless second hand. you know. I just can't afford to drink and piss money up a wall. besides I am so addicted to water or teas I drink that much I am obsessed with it. i have pets and i have to pay out that much in course fees and workshops and health treatments for me and my pet. do you fucking understand?

this is something most of my friends at college and university and work could never understand that I can't afford the expense of socialising like normal people I don't get enough money even when I was a teen to afford drinking out. I used to get $174 a fortnight and I had to give my parents most of it and had just $50 to myself each fortnight. and i mean we have bills to pay, health insurance i had to get rid of and i can't afford all these bus fares and eating out all the time and I never shopped at Myer and brand names unless second hand. you know. I just can't afford to drink and piss money up a wall. besides I am so addicted to water or teas I drink that much I am obsessed with it. i have pets and i have to pay out that much in course fees and workshops and health treatments for me and my pet. do you fucking understand?
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