Killed a Chicken

"I don't care about what others think of me" Y'know, I want to help people on this website when I can, but when people say this line it just drives me insane. It's like really? You don't care? Then why the hell did you just write a 200-page novel complaining about what they said? Beginning of the post: "People called me names everywhere I go, but fuck the haters" Later in the post: "Anyway I think I'm suicidal and I need help, can someone give me advice?" Good fucking lord, people calling you names adds to your depression. Can't you just fucking see that? No one can truly "block out the haters", they're just frail people pretending to have self-confidence. Sounds mean, I know. It is, but it's the truth. It's in our nature to be liked among others, because in a biological perspective, our primitive selves were better off surviving the troubles of nature with other people. Thus, people grew to like other people. Simple as that. Now the next time you say, "I don't care about what others think of me," just know you sound like a petty bitch. Be more productive in your words if you want help.

"I don't care about what others think of me" Y'know, I want to help people on this website when I ...

My fault Sure glad to know that you place the blame for all of this on me. Heavens knows you aren’t to blame for anything ever. Nothing is ever your fault, things happen TO you, not because of anything you ever do. You, in fact, don’t have any real responsibility, do you. What an amazing liberated life you lead. I really am a shitty person for enabling you, aren’t I.

My fault Sure glad to know that you place the blame for all of this on me. Heavens knows you aren’...

Mid-40s, And she's 20 I've made no secret of admitting working on, and, having s** with, some of the young girls who work at the sports bar I frequent. Most are, to be honest..Once and done, however, there have been a few repeat sexual experiences. A new girl started a few weeks ago. Very pretty blonde, deep blue eyes, fit body, hair down her back. Sweet smile, too. She gets tons of looks and attention from guys her own age and older. Myself included. So, striking up conversations with and getting to know her, I reeled her in. Like many young women that age anymore, she had no problem with the age difference; In fact, told me she finds it hot that she could generate interest from men twice her age. She is 20, but does look at least mid-20s. Just has that something about her. I've been with her twice already, she's amazing in bed, and we physically do well together (that's not bragging..it's the truth..very sexually compatible). Problem is this: I'm starting to want her more and more, not just sexually. Will watch her at work if I'm there, see some guy talk to her, and think..Get away from her, she's mine.. I know it's wrong, and, speaking to people is part of her job, and...She's 20. But, sometimes I can't help it. I'm guessing or hoping this will pass, and, we'll be able to just have s** once in a while, but right now..I'm almost obsessed with her. Age difference be damned.

Mid-40s, And she's 20 I've made no secret of admitting working on, and, having s** with, some of th...