Killed a Chicken

Ghosts. I want to believe in my ghost. But I'm terrified to go to a psychic incase they can't see him either.

Ghosts. I want to believe in my ghost. But I'm terrified to go to a psychic incase they can't see hi...

Why me... I wonder why me sometimes...Here it goes, I am married, I have a beautiful son...I am a bad person...For so many reasons..Make a long story short...I met my soul mate at 14...WE never dated, But to this day, even though He has moved away and has never spoken to me again...(this was 4 1/2 years ago), I can't forget him. At night I go to bed saying, "Steve I hate you" and I wake up thinking of him...Why me....Don't get me wrong, I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH...but what I feel for Steve is so deep I don't know if I could ever forget him or really hate him...Thats not the worse part...The worse part is..I am having an "ORAL AFFAIR" with my ex. I dont know how I have come to this...With a great loving, sexy, husband..Why me...why would I do this ....Maybe I am evil....

Why me... I wonder why me sometimes...Here it goes, I am married, I have a beautiful son...I am a ba...

Got tired of my long term girlfriend. Starting going out with another girl pretending I was working. Somehow when I was with the girl my girlfriend started calling me non-stop, and it looked kind of funny me not picking up the phone. Blew up a little , but I still spent the night with the girl and told my girlfriend to leave me alone. In the morning I got a blowjob from the girl because I told her my fantasy was that she swallow because my girlfriend never swallows. So she swallowed. So when time spent was finished I went home, and found my girlfriend crying and really hurt and sad. Turns out she was up all night waiting for me. Begging me please don’t leave her, and all this other stuff how she loves me. Well then my gurlfriend gives me a blowjob and I hadn’t even showered from before. So my girlfriend cleans up after the other girl and I get two blowjobs from two different girls in a matter of hours. I don’t regret it, because as it turned out I’m not with either one of them. They both ended up cheating on me. Turns out my girlfriend ended up being a prostitute. I always knew neither one of them cared about me so I don’t see it as being messed up at all. C’est la vie.

Got tired of my long term girlfriend. Starting going out with another girl pretending I was working....