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Recently I experienced a relative doing that scam on everyone, she was at a reunion of her old workplace and they were all making fun of someone they used to work with who drank like a pig and was pregnant again. Did she workout they were talking about her? I knew she would be pregnant soon to this new man to hold on to him. Well it does hurt seeing others getting all you need when its just a want for them-beware the mummy hustler is upsetting. they don't need it that is why they get it. where as the person who needs it to sustain life, it will always move away from you. So I notice a lot of my family and friends lying to make it sound like they don't need they just want. they will say "Oh I don't need a man" "I hate my kids I hate parenthood" then next month they are with a new man and pregnant. so I am learning. I am waking up to others games. I should try it. I have needs like any human and wants. I live ok with out a man and kids but I am sickened by two faced liars who are a hustler. I am saying "I thought you just said YOU DON'T NEED A MAN FOR ANYTHING A NOW YOUR WITH A NEW MAN AFTER LEAVING YOUR EX JUST A WEEK AGO AND PREGNANT PLANNING A NEW BABY AND YOU SAID YOU DON'T LIKE MOTHERHOOD OR THE IDEA OF ANOTHER BABY" LIKE ARE YOU SCHIZOPHRENIC? OR YOU JUST ALWAYS DO THIS CHANGE YOUR MIND LIKE A FIRE BALL RUNNING ? CUZ YOUR ALWAYS SO OUT OF CONTROL. I have come across a lot of women like this. They seem to hone into my own energy and what I see is like a synchronicity and they break it down with NLP and their ability to steal your needs and wants and energy and synchronicity. For example I went to a party plan cosmetics company and this bossy pushy bullying manager just started picking on every aspect of my disability to cut me down to the point she near gave me a heart attack hurting my feelings. I had to say to her "how you run your business is your business and how I will run my business is my business stop constantly picking on me about giving up my drivers licence because I take medications etc" . From night one I should have seen the the warning signs because she turned to me at a meeting and it was like "well who needs a man anyway, catherine. The women all say at the company here that they have to check out my next man first to see if he is right for me" and straight away I was thinking "well, excuse me ! but speak for yourself only! I happen to need a man and want a man in my life thanks" and "I sure don't need people checking them out for me controlling me" then by week 3 of the meeting she was loudly letting every one know at the meeting she had not had sex in ages but I knew she had been married 3 times and had 2 adult children from 1 marriage and then 1 smaller child she neglected to work to another man and then they broke up and I woke up she was a serial dick chic. and maybe a love or bride addict. I hate to be judgmental of others because we are all human and we all have oddities and change our minds and I hear this about the right person comes along when you least expect it and when you are not even looking, but I feel so confused about this and the messages from other women to the point I just don't trust most other women anymore. People say to me like healers and counsellors "tell the universe what you want" the church say "make it clear to god what you want" and it will come then I read others like Dr phil and others say "never reveal what you want cuz others will take it from you" this is a mixed up world that is gonna get even more crazy. I mean what I say and do what I mean. I knew i wanted to try new career and work towards that.I don't change like the wind. therapy tells me "don't jump into things" but the people who do win" the liars get jobs over the honest. well one day their lies are just gonna get bigger and bigger til it stabs them in the back. I am so sick of "serial dick- chicks" and "love addicts and bride addicts" like on the soaps always wearing a new wedding dress and when does it stop? I have heard about these "sugar hustler mommas" who are like rich cougars out after young men, where does it stop with women who get married all the time and have kids but hate them?? I have a sister who does the same thing, a cousin and I meet a lot of women who don't wait and take relationships slowly like my therapists and healers recommend me, I feel like I keep going back to them or the church while others are surpassing me with their talents of trickery. I have found it never stops with these women , their lies just get worse and demanding controlling. within no time they are married they are on the hunt again. I have seen this also with people who job hop and you can tell the wrong person has the job. I walked past one place I went for a job and was shocked by who they employed because she looked and sounded all wrong for the job. I have met women who tell me they lied to get jobs in dental assisting and other things. its just the nature of the beast within. you can't save people from themselves. like drug addicts and the love addict bride addict will go to all lying and all efforts to wear a new wedding dress and when the drama of that is over they need a new lie and dopamine fix and new conquest and new wedding to be bride again with the new next best thing. same with baby mill mothers the mummy hustler. I fear how insane these schizophrenics are. no wonder people avoid them. you can't believe a word they say. like narcissistic its the new schizophrenia like compulsive defiant personality disorders etc I am my mid 40s and still single and un-childed and unmarried and focus on education to get a career to go to the next level or affording marriage and motherhood but a lot of these schizophrenic women just start out on welfare young and unemployed work as prostitutes and get around having multiple sex partners with every relationship and know how to lie and win over stupid mindless men. how do you break the curse so to speak? stop someone from taking your synchronicity - I came across this after watching a video on Hilter was a double agent and they talk about NLP predictive programming and minders and MK -ultra mind control and travistock cia mind control they use on agents. how ones synchronicity can be broken down by collapsing the personality with brutal lashings of abuse and twisted sister talk and then literally stealing their chance opportunities of meeting single nice men and the synchronicity that the universe is working on us to have like a new job, a new man for the lonely woman or a money or new house. I don't know enough about this mind control stuff but it seems to me a lot of people are constant winners in life in all things while others are not and I believe there is more to it then we know. why you get one family in a street that have 4 or 5 cars and jobs and men and you will have another family with no work and no prospects of hope for change and its like some bloodsucker or vampire is literally sucking the energy from those people. I have experienced this and its so painful. I dont ever tell women who I love anymore or what I do or what I plan. I just won't tell them if there is a new guy in the office I am interested in, because as soon as I do they want them. can you please help or explain some of this as to how to sheild yourself when your vulnerable from hustler mothers and wild women who are out of control but out to take from you. what is more. I don't envy these women although I think they want me to envy them but to be honest I see them as pathetic and childish. One female who wanted to show off that she had stolen the guy I liked actually came to live in my street and showed off having sex and pool parties with him and she was from overseas and it was a direct "shit on my face" act as look at me I can walk over you, when you get as powerful as me then you can do this to some other girl but your such a loser and too dumb nice to so I guess your stuck in your lost crap. that was the finish for me that this couple would be so blatant and rude. and I hope more then karma come back them for bullying me like that, and it should because they are somewhat famous and just about to get married and she is part black and marrying a white man. How do you rise above this stuff. cuz its there crap not mine. how do I stop this happening ever again. Their energy appears draining and black and negative. she even said "I am getting more light now while you are getting darker in spirit" "I made you black when you are white" what does this mean? one other girl said she was going to marry a guy on my birthday and she was calling herself my evil twin which seemed odd to me. this has just turned me off humans in general and I think a robot would be nicer company really.

Recently I experienced a relative doing that scam on everyone, she was at a reunion of her old workp...

i don't like people asking me what I am studying. I often just say nothing or change the terminology cuz I don't want them to know what I am doing. I don't want anyone knowing other then where I do it and people don't need to know everything about me to like me. somethings should be allowed to be personal. last night I felt pushed several times having women asking so what course are you exactly doing? why do you need to know? its not like its university or important.

i don't like people asking me what I am studying. I often just say nothing or change the terminology...

I felt very imposed on by other women asking me specific questions as like "what course are you doing but" do I need to tell you? why do you need to know ? why would you want to know? its my business not yours. go get out of my stuff and deal with your own job and relationshitp and things. I am sick of demanding bullying people and their insults as if they are perfect. I actually hate women more and more and hate men too. I really need a robot. when will they start robotinvestigations like transinvestigations. robots are more reliable and they do have a off switch. humans are shit. there is not one human being I can look up to and admire. its been that way for a very long time. no one is worth role modelling cuz they are all jokes and idiots. their so closed in their dull and boring.

I felt very imposed on by other women asking me specific questions as like "what course are you doin...