I Feel Like A Ho...But It Was Fun

me and my boyfriend made plans to meet up he then blew me off for someone else i was angry and upset so i assumed that it meant the relationship was over a few hours later i was at a friends house, very drunk, keep in mind and he showed up i pretty much said i didnt want a relationship all about sex and alcohol and he told me to fuck off i assumed this meant it was <strong><em>really </em></strong>over so he left and i started gettin rather comfy with a nice boy within a few hours i was pashing the guy and i ended up spending the night with him at my mates i feel like a ho for doing this, do i deserve forgiveness?

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