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last 3 mornings I go to the loo and I have bum bleeds and just had to slog it out with period pain and sick of vaginal itch and skin bleeding and heart and other fucking shit. i have a lump on my arm from flu injection and I am cranky.

last 3 mornings I go to the loo and I have bum bleeds and just had to slog it out with period pain a...

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours. Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests. I'm going to blow my brains out. I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But loo...

Overreacting People I fucking hate it when people overreact over stupid shit. Like when somebody gets pissed off if you accidentally step on their shoes they nearly piss themselves. Then they go on with the "These shoes cost $150, nigga" and they act all tough like I give a fuck about their fucking shoes. It's not like it matters. Here's another issue, girls… I like girls don't get me wrong but what the fuck, it's like they're all bipolar or something. Like a hair trigger on a gun. Earlier a girl walked past me and told me to move the fuck outta her way, so I picked the lock to her locker and spread her shit all over the floor on my way to the bathroom. It may sound fucked up, but I really don't give a fuck anymore. I can go on and on about shit like this all day but my thumbs are a little tired. By the way, if I somehow offend any of you, I wanna let you know that I don't give a fuck… The End, I may rant tomorrow but don't count on it…

Overreacting People I fucking hate it when people overreact over stupid shit. Like when somebody g...