🔥 i4giveu

So sorry

PrideAngerBeing a bum
I am so so sorry, I am sorry for not be too friendly, how can I be more. I am sorry for who I am but i don`t know better. I am sorry for my body, it`s fat, sluggy and heavy, but this is my heritage til birth. I am sorry for being sorry all the time and actually, I dont feel sorry at all. This is who i am fat, lazy, addicted, social handicapped and a 30yrs old virgin. fuck all of you. I have a good heart and compation but I cant express my love. I had open my heart before give a chance to trust life, but I failed. I can not let go my old habbits. I am doomed to lonely life and rotten jobs. my only ease is in the food, drugs and TV, it is so boring. I dont have any where to escape any more I fustrate and furios I hate this fucking life and afraid to live them. mostly i afraid from the time that tun day after day, year after year like crazy. I getting old and crazy. soon, I will need help, my pride will not let me reach my hand for help, I had a liitle bit sence of Panic. what should I do? I have all the answers, like I always had. I have the potential I dont have the power to concive it. that`s my story, this is my tragedy.
20

Next post in 20s

Will redirect automatically

This confession was shared anonymously on i4giveu.com

More from 'Pride' category

I had to close my mothers bedroom window to stop the smell of marijuana coming in at night and to stop hearing them fucking loudly on trampolines, i mean it makes you feel dirty having to listen to that without even straining this loud sex and giggling, so I shut the windows permanently while I study at night often on IT or health or something.

I had to close my mothers bedroom window to stop the smell of marijuana coming in at night and to st...

PrideAbuseHate

the slut whore next door wrote a letter saying good to see your cleaning up the front yard, keep up the good work. to my mother just because she cut back the plumbaygo scrub. I mean, I just want to say to that spastic whore next door to mind her own business, mum and dad don't like her, my sister does not like her and I don't like her, we don't like them. he acts like a pig in his big truck on drugs and was asking dad what was wrong just because my sister was having one of trantrum mental fits... she is the one that is sick of the smell of the chooks near the kitchen window, and the old woman grandma called shirley waving at her, my sister said "I don't want them looking at me or waving at me, I don't want to know any of them". I just hate our neighbors like dad said "its not the neighborhood it used to be when there was nice people living in the street 20 years ago" donna and her slut whore daughters and courtney have made the street a prostitute hooker whore street, no wonder she got a job working for lj hooker. my dad does not like fat bully brutus chris next door anyway. I don't like her smug superior ways she thinks she is better then everyone in this street wiggling her ass around our house one day and she is annoying. I just want nothing to do with her she is evil satanic and mum said she is going to pretend she knows nothing and for all of us to just play along and like the song momma mia -its a game we play. let the fuckhole cunts they are work it out for themselves. does she love herself working in real estate or what? its not much, they are all con artists and criminals in real estate. she is evil. I knew that woman was trouble like donna from the day they moved into this street. donna and linda expect us to live like slave pigs while they and their daughters stole young men on us. I told a govt offical they were getting their sex male clients to park outside our house while she serviced them. its going too far. then she was getting the kids in the middle of davo and others, and then she writes, "so if you think we don't get along with neighbors think again" she thinks she is so clever then anyone else telling us what questions to think for ourselves rather then just coming over and saying "oh I am sorry the chooks have been messing up your garden and the dog nearly attacked you" to my mum. mum is 76 and this fat man of 30 expects my mother to fix a fence when they are rich enough and got youth on their side to fix it themselves. no one here has a husband to help because they won't let us have husbands cuz they were stealing them on us.

the slut whore next door wrote a letter saying good to see your cleaning up the front yard, keep up ...

PrideAbuseHate

dad wouldn't call the council because he is afraid chris brutus the pig will bash him, he won't want to try me, cuz I will bash the bastard, he won't want to confront me because I will yell and do my block at them expecting sick old people to fix a fence their cunts could pay for and fucking stop stealing men from me, or else I will up and bash the son of whore myself. he won't want to take this fat ugly old bitch on. I want to be a fat bombastic argumentative overbearing person who demands respect. I tolerated it from others and now people have to put up with it from me. tough luck whore dog slut bike of birkdale courtney whore! you spastic dog! walk on all fours like the dog you are whore courtney its your fav position for the last 5 years anyway stealing men.

dad wouldn't call the council because he is afraid chris brutus the pig will bash him, he won't want...

PrideAbuseHate