Estoy muy arrepentida porque he visto páginas porno y he tenido

then I watch things that upset me that i can't talk about. if only someone knew.

then I watch things that upset me that i can't talk about. if only someone knew.

then i get aching veins in my left arm which i started getting as a teen now i know they are collapsing n this feeling like a static shock in the chest and anal bleeding out of nowhere and server period pain. and no husband no man at all to support me or want to have a marriage and baby with me. and just don't even bring up work. i am sick of being rejected for work applications and men and i go to university class for medical triage and i get stressed and make my mother come to the university campus with me because i am so scared to go alone at night. I have exams and i have to make $2,000 for my medical workshop with my RN teacher and I have no idea where the money is coming from. no idea. like most things. stressed out like you wouldn't believe and one gp said most of my panic is from having no husband to take care of me and think of my needs.

then i get aching veins in my left arm which i started getting as a teen now i know they are collaps...

i have worried i am dying or have a illness no doctor will tell me about. i don't want to live if my cat dies or if my mother dies. there will be no point to life. sometimes i torture myself with videos of bodies done up for coffins and morgue and crematory and how they pump out the blood to put in a fluid. what is the point of life with my cat or my mum. my bastard father had tried to kill us all with his smoking and his stupidity. i just stay in bed all day everyday for the last 7 years and sick of vomiting and headaches and doctors talking shit at me. and their lies and churches lies and they are stealers. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4&list=RD4N3N1MlvVc4&start_radio=1 and everyone is scamming and the only winners are the hustlers. we are told to learn to get your hustle together to get work. yeh right. go shove a chainsaw up your face and cunt!

i have worried i am dying or have a illness no doctor will tell me about. i don't want to live if my...