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im so sorry daniel i feel so bad for what i have done, if you would just commit to me then i will stop it. we aren't going out so i dont stop myself from kissing other guys and that is all i have done KISSED them back even though i would rather it be you i am kissing, and anyway you had a threesome that still hurts me knowing you did that. i look in the mirror and i hate the person i have become from now on i have changed my ways but i dont think i can trust you fully until you commit to me.
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