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Hopefully this is therapeutic This will probably sound really petty I thought my friends were the most compassionate and most loving people I thought wrongly All the way back in march, around 5 of my friends organized to go to a sleepaway camp together It was to a camp that I had been longing to go to for around two years. Their plans did not include me. I had to ask them about what they were doing over the summer For them to tell me about the camp By the time they told me it was too late to enroll, so I strparted thinking if they were even my real friends But I asked about a different camp and my mother said that I shouldn't go without my friends, if they wouldn't even think to include me, then why would I even feel safer there.

Hopefully this is therapeutic This will probably sound really petty I thought my friends were the...

Way too lost. I get these really bad spells where I almost pass out and I get really horribly nauseous/cold/all that. They're pretty much the worse I've ever felt. The last time I had one I started talking to God in my head, promising him that I'd "turn" straight if he made it stop. That I'd stop living how I've been living and go on being how He wanted me to be. I'm a 16 year old girl. I feel hopeless sometimes with it.

Way too lost. I get these really bad spells where I almost pass out and I get really horribly nause...

Can't focus anymore My Grandad told me say a common religious prayer in my mind before sleeping. I started doing it and then realized I was doing it in all my free time. Then I found myself chanting it in my mind ALL THE TIME. I can't concentrate on anything I'm reading or studying, because in my mind I'm always saying the prayer and now I can't control it. I don't know what to do.

Can't focus anymore My Grandad told me say a common religious prayer in my mind before sleeping. I ...