I tried to let you down easily I don't want to be tied to anyone right now. I have a life to live.

I tried to let you down easily I don't want to be tied to anyone right now. I have a life to live.

20

Next post in 20s

Will redirect automatically

This confession was shared anonymously on i4giveu.com

More from 'Blasphemy' category

I spoke to her and she knows who I am. we spoke on the phone and I know she is part of that group and she said we will talk again. I am sure we will. one day when I can we will talk again and it will be interesting to see what the outcomes were when you left and I left after you. I seen you get so mad and run out the door and your daughter was angry at you but I can see why now that things were said. but I still want to know more. I hope one day you will tell me. I don't want to pry its not my place to be so bold but if you ever needed to talk I would be interested to know. sure.

I spoke to her and she knows who I am. we spoke on the phone and I know she is part of that group an...

Pride Blasphemy

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours. Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests. I'm going to blow my brains out. I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But loo...

Adultery Pride Murder Love Lie Abuse Hate Violence Gay Hacking Stealing Marriage Blasphemy Sex

I'm waiting for the day aliens finally find our shitty little planet. Either we're going to get some serious genetic engineering, or a hell mary fucking wipe out. All those fucking bunnies and foxes are gonna be glad. And why not? We fucked them over, the aliens ought to fuck us over.

I'm waiting for the day aliens finally find our shitty little planet. Either we're going to get some...

Violence Blasphemy