brigette once said to me some people are born evil and do evil. well to me those people deserve to die then. kindess and forgiveness doesn't help them it only makes them worse. some people are just born selfish evil and do wrong everywhere, the legal system doesn't improve them, nothing can they just should be killed. like doret and a lot of dirty relatives and the people who abused me. they all deserve to rot in hell. rusell always said that. i was too forgiving.

brigette once said to me some people are born evil and do evil. well to me those people deserve to die then. kindess and forgiveness doesn't help them it only makes them worse. some people are just born selfish evil and do wrong everywhere, the legal system doesn't improve them, nothing can they just should be killed. like doret and a lot of dirty relatives and the people who abused me. they all deserve to rot in hell. rusell always said that. i was too forgiving.
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