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I have to mentally prepare myself for having to have a blood test or medical procedure. I find medical situations rather overwhelming but I often cope better then I think. but I never apologise for needling to laydown or get up slowly from blood and surgical procedures. I just am delicate like that. always have been. my sister is like that too and my dad and mum and my grandmother and I am not the only one in the family that go through this.

I have to mentally prepare myself for having to have a blood test or medical procedure. I find medic...

my new neighbors across at the side are so weird. a guy came in with a electric saw and I reported them to the police to watch them from afar long before that cuz something told my my mum and me they are weird, like its mostly men who go there, you see them 1 time and its like some weird drug or euthansia house or drop in house for homeless or druggies and it was like the final straw after other neighbors were dancing pagan dance around bon fires and killing and attacking men and sex on trampolines and evil satani stuff. so I know there is a dam at the back of their house where a block of vacant land is were grape vine yards were and I know they have these fake sea hawkes in the trees that I reckon has cctv cams on them. I think these cunts have been watching me and I want to exercise and wish I had a exercise buddy, I would prefer a man as a night jogging or exercise buddy, I dont care what people think I just prefer a man but I would have a exercise female buddy if they are trustworthy. I just don't trust a lot of people. I am going to be super looking out on halloween cuz these people freak me out. they maybe super normal and I am over reacting but I had to report it all to a govt officer, because it sounded like my neighbors were attacking a man and other things I can't bring myself to think about. I freak out and need support and the paranormal shit has been freaky my mum does not believe in ghosts but I do.

my new neighbors across at the side are so weird. a guy came in with a electric saw and I reported t...

what if they kill people sleep walking or drugging them and drowning them in the dam? I am so freaked out all the time about satanic groups. I reckon some satanic gang things went on there around that dam when I was a teen and I was so dumb niave I didn't know. cuz one night mum seen someone in our yard and then all the pillows a knife had stabbed into them and we came back down stairs and the stuffing was all over the floor, and doors slamming that are closed and someone definately broke in to the house a few times at night. one all saints night I swear I had a ghost swamp witch in the hall. it freaks me out. I was so naive and shy and numb to their games.

what if they kill people sleep walking or drugging them and drowning them in the dam? I am so freake...