joyce and sarina russo have made me fat 3 times now, so how about you pay up sluts!

i just have had no feelings and stiff upper lip and express no emotions because no man is ever going to love a dog shit nothing like me. and thank god my therapists think "X" was no good for me. and I have illness to look forward to not much else. nothing much else to say but suffering like joyce wanted me to be.

i just have had no feelings and stiff upper lip and express no emotions because no man is ever going...

i feel really sick the last few days I want to cry but I can't, nausea and feel like just want to throw up and I wanted to ask the eye specialist if I had a brain problem at the back of my eyes or anything cuz my ear has been sore, but I feel stupid if I say anything I don't even know if they would tell me the truth anwyway. no one tells me the truth much and all talk heap of shit most of the time at me, and I just look at them like 'oh well, that's a few more thousand in your bank account ya cnt! fckoff then I will be on my way out the door mfasshole!" hope you die before me not nice knowing you! cheers then. and I just smile flatly! cuz as if they care anyway!

i feel really sick the last few days I want to cry but I can't, nausea and feel like just want to th...

I just went out for a few hours at lunch and sitting under a tree and wait at the bus stop and I got really sunburnt I don't know how I was careful but careful enough. I hate getting burnt, oh I am always doing something wrong when I don't mean to. the world hates me because I am a dog ugly fat old loser - what can I say?

I just went out for a few hours at lunch and sitting under a tree and wait at the bus stop and I got...