there was one night when the abulance took me to the hospital for chest pains, they pushed me into a room and I thought they were going to lock me in there to die without help, or gas me to death it was a room for druggies and yet the ambulance guys kept telling the hospital "she is not a druggy she has an infection", I heard a man dying in pain for hours another night and just want to get the hell out of there. its not a nice place and most of the staff are bloody evil and some very abusive and corrupt and violent to nice honest patients like me. this is not the first time I have been man handled by medical staff, one doctor helped cause my ear drum to burst in 1990s and another physician was looking in my underwear which I thought was strange without any questions about why? when I was just in my teens. i have always had respect for medical people but their no gods, some are assholes.

there was one night when the abulance took me to the hospital for chest pains, they pushed me into a room and I thought they were going to lock me in there to die without help, or gas me to death it was a room for druggies and yet the ambulance guys kept telling the hospital "she is not a druggy she has an infection", I heard a man dying in pain for hours another night and just want to get the hell out of there. its not a nice place and most of the staff are bloody evil and some very abusive and corrupt and violent to nice honest patients like me. this is not the first time I have been man handled by medical staff, one doctor helped cause my ear drum to burst in 1990s and another physician was looking in my underwear which I thought was strange without any questions about why? when I was just in my teens. i have always had respect for medical people but their no gods, some are assholes.
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