Russell bullied and attacked me regularly and he was a liar.

recently I had a lump come up in the vaginal libia area and my gp gave me some ointment but even now the lump has gone but its itchy and bleeds from toilet paper and sanitary napkins. I want to go back to my specialist in the city but its so expensive all the specialist i see, I need teeth fixed, xrays and bloods and then ent and psychologist and remedial massage and physio, all this adds up. I have to space out appointments to afford them. people don't understand that on a single disability pension i get very limited money. it was even worse when on unemployment and austudy was less again. I regret bothering ever going to university it was the biggest waste of govt money and my time. I should have gone overseas and partied and found a husband back when it was in to marry. I see the mistakes now that I made but I had no proper help from anyone.

recently I had a lump come up in the vaginal libia area and my gp gave me some ointment but even now...

in 2006 -2012 I developed this vomitting disorder with every period each month, I had terrible dizziness, stiff neck, episodic projectile like vomitting that would last for a few hours and it would hit out of the blue, the rashes drove me nuts and I got sick of taking fucking bloody doxy all time, so I went off everything. I was even getting choking fits everytime I ate raw carrot and I have always had a choking phobia and swallowing phobia that would start up or eating in front of others I am grateful I don't have most of these things anymore. but all the MRI's on my brain and back and neck really proved nothing or at least that was the doctor's and brain/back surgeons story not sure if I buy it I just humour them and agree with them, cuz they don't want to hear anything else.

in 2006 -2012 I developed this vomitting disorder with every period each month, I had terrible dizzi...

I am just sitting back laughing at others soap operas. I hope they fall on their asses for butting in when they don't know the full story and what a bitch melissa is and what a evil abusive family they are and how they abused me. certain dwaft retarted people and albino retards should mind their own dirty business that loos funny to me, their calamities and failed marriages their roots and dumps and short stop jokes they are. yes I am sitting back laughing at their freak faceshows, their freak ugliness! its good to know others have to suffer, I am glad kelly's place burnt that spastic little loser should have been burnt to death in it because she is a nutter, like margie like anita the albino spastic twisted deformed body and face dog. I laugh at them. I think they are a huge joke. margie didn't want to hear yet she forced all about her husband and kids and her mother and her violent words on me well margie the music teacher and her spastic old john need a kick in the head they are all spastic people. spastic spastic spastic abusive nutters. you can't know the hate I have for lesbian shirely dog and old ugly gossipy mole slut who should have been burnt at the stake for her ugly face and ugly ego. can anyone tell me what makes these stupid spastic people think they actually deserve an ego or life? when they are so below everyone else!

I am just sitting back laughing at others soap operas. I hope they fall on their asses for butting i...