I've always known I'm gay and a top. Ten years ago I was 15, and my neighbor asked me to watch her 10 year old son Terry after school as she worked to 8 pm each night. He had blond hair which seem long for a boy, a slight build and was fem looking. We got along well and we used their pool every day, I played football and was very build up. It was easy getting to Terry, I would sometimes swim naked and could see him watch me. Also I was blessed with a 8 inch cock. He didn't swim well and I would have him hold me as we when in the deep end. He would get scared and hold me tight, then one day in the deep water I kissed him. He was confused so I kissed him again and again then he responded holding the kisses. I took him out of the pool and we went inside, he was shivering. I lead him to the bathroom and turned on a hot shower, stripped him and myself so we showered together. I slowly soaped him up. Lingering and rubbing his ass and little cock. Terry started breathing hard. And his tiny dick was hard, the more I rub his asshole the weaker his legs became. By instinct he lead forward and looked back at me. Then I slipped my middle finger in his ass. He gasped as I worked it in and out. Soon he was pushing back to meet my finger. After a few minutes he wimpered softly and he had an orgasm the first of his life. Terry looked at me and I kissed him, then sat him down on the shower bench. I stood in front of him and began jerking off. My cock was so hard, he stared at it. As I got close to cummings, I took his hands and made him hold it, guiding him to jerk me I was so turned on that I came. It hit Terry on the chest and face he was stunned but kept jerking. Finally, I took his head and guided it to my cock, Lick it I said. he held back but I moved forward and his lips touch the head, and slipped into his mouth. Again by instinct he reached as sucked it. I pulled out, and kissed him, and said I love you Terry. Do you love me ? He was shaking and quietly said Yes I love you so much. That started it. Soon it was summer and I was watching him all day. It did not take long to get him hooked on anal masterbating. By the middle of July he was sucking my cock and swallowing. And finally in August I began fucking his ass. By age 12 he was a complete bottom wanting anal all the time. I'm 25 now and Terry is now 20. He lives with me as my bottom bitch. He is kept naked all the time and i lock a butt plug in his ass so he can be ready all the time for my cock. His life now revolves around my cock and cum and bring my personal bitch and cum dump. I give him what he desires and what he deserves. Cum and abuse during sex. And so you know I really do love him, I hold him tight at night and spend hours kissing him.