my relatives do not frighten me because I know all their dirty stories and lies and secrets and I can embarrase them any time. its like m peterson n don if those two where not scammers in 1977 abusing me. I have no idea why they were doing it I was only 5 or 6 but I think its evil. I am not taking the blame for anything, everyone has said to me I am not to blame for anything that happen or what that pedo got me to do as a innocent naive child, he did that to dad and ros and rose and others and I don't feel bad about it i was just a child less then 10. I don't know why I have been singled out but I don't like it and I am deeply resentful and bitter and I feel I have righteous anger over it all!

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my relatives do not frighten me because I know all their dirty stories and lies and secrets and I can embarrase them any time. its like m peterson n don if those two where not scammers in 1977 abusing me. I have no idea why they were doing it I was only 5 or 6 but I think its evil. I am not taking the blame for anything, everyone has said to me I am not to blame for anything that happen or what that pedo got me to do as a innocent naive child, he did that to dad and ros and rose and others and I don't feel bad about it i was just a child less then 10. I don't know why I have been singled out but I don't like it and I am deeply resentful and bitter and I feel I have righteous anger over it all!

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