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my neighbors are dumb. they don't seem to care where the kids are. the police turn up their they scream and then his big truck takes off and they are just crazy abusive people. they don't care what the kids or pets are doing. they have sex on trampolines loud exhibitionism and I am sick of it and the dope smell, dancing around bon fires doing some weird pagan dance. police seem to not be taking a thing seriously and we are terrified for our safety with these nut cases. they go too far with halloween. to the point i was in and out of hospital due to their torture and abuse. my father had to tell them to stop they were taking it too far with the candles and all the ghosts and hammers and knifes and one year they wanted to burn signs on our fence all drunk and dad said "now you have gone too far upsetting my daughter she is very sensitive to anything satanic nature so just leave and stop this" what should be just a fun kids thing has got too stupid with people. they should ban the whole thing but the companies are making money from it., we often lock up and close all the blinds and turn off the lights some halloweens after the fence burning, then the next year just a few little boys came over and they were sweet little kids no big deal. I don't mind if the parents are with them but I don't trust these gangs of older girls and men and I have heard screeming and they drunk and abusive and noisey and walking the street all hours one year. they seem to want to rape other another in our yard and left a heap of empty alcohol bottles one year in our yard - just going too far. yet no one ever has invited me to a halloween party or trick or treat or even a new years eve mascquarde etc i am sick of being the giver rather then the getter!

my neighbors are dumb. they don't seem to care where the kids are. the police turn up their they scr...

one year these halloween gag guys blew up a number of letter boxes up the street- its not funny.

one year these halloween gag guys blew up a number of letter boxes up the street- its not funny.

another night this drunk guy turns up on the steps and my window in my bedroom was open and I said "who is there? and he said there were kids up on our roof. and I didn't see or hear any and he was obviously drunk, I was terrified. its not normal for this sort of thing and to be honest I want protection from all this. its too upsetting and all the break ins that were going on and the nights someone broke into the house was very terrifying. I want a husband to protect me, I am sick of the church saying to me "stop asking god for a husband" fuck you ! I deserve a husband as much as any woman. so you can just stop your bullying abuse torture games or I will report you again!

another night this drunk guy turns up on the steps and my window in my bedroom was open and I said "...