i don't know who to trust anymore. so i don't trust too many people at all.

I no know that my father must have an amazing degree of self control giving the shit he has gone through, but I have days I am in terror that I lose the plot like friday and told the college to go die and rang the therapist a few times and screaming to them that "someone is trying to kill me and drive me mad I can't take it anymore" and she was like making me stop and breath and then the police came to see me this morning and they don't even frighten me anymore. the young big guys are still the more caring and cuter too.

I no know that my father must have an amazing degree of self control giving the shit he has gone thr...

if it comes with a heart monitor machine I would go out with it. I wish I could buy one and have it on all the time.

if it comes with a heart monitor machine I would go out with it. I wish I could buy one and have it ...

I got myself into trouble over writing to the UN about a new form of parenting with children with disorders, and I don't care - it shit me off. I don't think any child deserves to be forced to live in a garage or be denied love or food or have earn playtime. I was pissed off.

I got myself into trouble over writing to the UN about a new form of parenting with children with di...