i knocked back a nursing degree, a pathology course and also a law and international business degree mostly due to "can't afford it", I dropped out of university doing an arts/laws degree cuz it was costing too much per unit and the books were too dear. so I dropped out apart from the fact that i was having a nervous breakdown that no one even noticed me having or that I was assaulted several times. so I can't help myself if others don't help me either. no one helped every one just assumed I never needed help or money and how wrong they were. their the liars and con artists. not me.

i knocked back a nursing degree, a pathology course and also a law and international business degree mostly due to "can't afford it", I dropped out of university doing an arts/laws degree cuz it was costing too much per unit and the books were too dear. so I dropped out apart from the fact that i was having a nervous breakdown that no one even noticed me having or that I was assaulted several times. so I can't help myself if others don't help me either. no one helped every one just assumed I never needed help or money and how wrong they were. their the liars and con artists. not me.
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