Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

I didn't want to go to the shitty places I went to, I wanted a boyfriend who was maybe a law student or lawyer or something to date me, take me out to fancy dining and drive me out places and buy me nice jewelry and go nice places during the day like scenic drives and other events and nice hotel rooms. not the bullshit I got. the uncivil shitbag nightclubs and loud music of stupid bands, and silly pathetic attempts at invites by dirty neighbors who stole william on me. hmmm. I mean he couldn't even come up to me and make time for me and treat me like I had something worthwhile to add to talk about child abuse issues I wanted raised. oh no! I wanted to marry and have a baby and study at the same time, all this time wasted. wasted... so you think I am some scum who only deserves a scum like ken carey well, I come from better, my parents expect people to treat me to better then that. ken would never be good enough to me or them.

I didn't want to go to the shitty places I went to, I wanted a boyfriend who was maybe a law student...

i had a dream this morning and I knew I was dreaming and then I wanted to make a story out of the dream while I was dreaming, I felt the characters and it was something to do with being a car with some shadey people and I was a police officer undercover and I had to go to a location that was under a building construction and found some thing like money or gold or stolen goods and I had to stay calm and then I was sort of waking up and then I was thinking 'now if this was a story how can I end it and make it into a story' stupid the things my brain tries to do in dreams. lol....

i had a dream this morning and I knew I was dreaming and then I wanted to make a story out of the dr...

the queen has stolen men from me for her family as well and I am getting sick of this abuse. i have got this from a few royal families just because i have some vague royal part blood that means nothing to me, how can it mean much to me now at 45 when i was never told as a child, or young adult. it means little to me its caused me more pain and illness then its helped me. its clear you can see the people in the family who are favored and fussed after and spoilt unlike me.

the queen has stolen men from me for her family as well and I am getting sick of this abuse. i have ...