Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

i am sick of being my own teacher at everything what ever happened to teachers anyway? lazy mongrel bastards. they are jealous and don't want to pass on new learning incase others improve their lives so how do they expect knowledge to be past down for the world to improve then? they are stupid. lazy. selfish. spoilt and lack moral autheticness.

i am sick of being my own teacher at everything what ever happened to teachers anyway? lazy mongrel ...

yeh well I reckon russel was going around saying i was gay and told some other guys to stay away from me so he could have me all alone and I think ken might have done this and a few other guys, so this is why I was not getting to meet new guys openly because I always wondered why a lot of guys my own age were not more interested in me. if these assholes only knew the trouble they cause in someones life stealing the love they could have had with someone better. like lacky lee of 12 was not my ideal. and the idiot who has called me a rough diamond to be honest, at first I was offended because I was never called that by teachers and other people who knew me well infact I was told the opposite that I was very well spoken and wrote very good assignments and had a great use of the english language and articulate and teachers would tell me I was very eloquent in responses to exam assignments in such short time to deviler good arguments etc so anyway then I figured after hearing a guy talking I though ok if I am a rough diamond you want to know what I think of most of boofoon losers I have met skank class to be honest. my parents always taught me too much to be polite to rude and stupid people and tolerate them but that has no helped me much. the test of good manners is to tolerate bad my parents always used to say to me. or if you can't say something nice say nothing at all and I life by this more then not. but now I just think a rough diamond is before its prime and lusture and shine, at least if I am a rough diamond (which I don't think I am) to me a rough diamond is brash and like richard branson or trump etc, or worse, but I guess rough diamonds are in vogue in a way because we get to polish ourselves up. people are forgiving to mistakes of certain people but not others? which is strange. I don't feel like a rough diamond at all really. I am just a cranky grumpy old bitch who has been hurt, and I just tell people now when they have hurt me like somewhere forgot during all the sarina russo reprogramming depersonalization program of isolation and destruction of self worth that I even had a right to have feelings. wow what a new concept!

yeh well I reckon russel was going around saying i was gay and told some other guys to stay away fro...

I have had a lot of sinus pain and headaches and back pain lately and peole wonder why I am grumpy and angry- all my life I have been living by the marshallow test and delaying my gratification to do and get things with study and personal issues like in relationships and to be honest I don't think any of it has helped me having self control over basic urges. but by the same token most of the men I have been around would turn most people off sex or work anyway.

I have had a lot of sinus pain and headaches and back pain lately and peole wonder why I am grumpy a...