Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

I met you when you were like 13 or something. Too shy and innocent for the things you like. You were cute as a button as a little girl. But you always thought you were ugly. I was young too, but noticed you. You and your religion. Waiting to get married before having sex, dumb idea. You finally got a boyfriend, a lot older than you and loaded. Uhm...time for that marriage thing! Then you went off to college and dumped him...for....a carrer that will never pay off. And you think you are fat. You are not fat, you have curves, you are not only a woman, but a hot woman. Very hot. Damn, you are pushing 30 now and still have only been kissed. Nobody likes me my ass. I know a number of people that would die for you, and you don't let them close enough to say it. You so need to get laid. You so need to get sweaty and hot and exhaust yourself getting wildly humped. Your whole life would be so much better....and I gotta say...I so want to fuck you. You have always had this habit of bending over o pick up things...which has always showed off your sweet ass. Every since you were about 20 your hips pull your pussy open when you bend over like that. You ended up going to my gym, and I see you do it all the time. I have to leave the room everytime you do...gym shorts can't hide my hardon. Get drunk, get naked...whatever...I don't think I've ever wanted to fuck anyone more than I want to fuck you.You make me crazy you hot little bitch.

I met you when you were like 13 or something. Too shy and innocent for the things you like. You were...

I noticed I stopped loving myself and looking in the mirror after michelle hurt me in 2004 and i felt hurt by both michelle and doret and at college staff hurting me visciously. I just shut down and stopped looking for dates and romance in 2004. stopped going to taxiride as michelle was so up their bums and every guys bum. I thought she was and doret were real friends I learnt otherwise. when it comes to men I always have friends who betray me. michelle didn't like any band members liking me or other men, they all had to chase her. then it was a full repeat with desley and anna-maria and emma and sally. I thought they would be real friends and I found out I was not welcome for long as with the choirs, I have just never fitted in anywhere, I am never good enough anywhere. there are only a few places I have been welcome and I guess it must be how ugly and doglike I am. I always leave jobs when I feel I am no longer welcome and just up and leave and never ask them for references. I just walk out on them and never speak to them again.

I noticed I stopped loving myself and looking in the mirror after michelle hurt me in 2004 and i fel...

I let a married woman ten years older than me seduce and flunk me. I'm married too. I felt nothing. No guilt. No joy after. I did it because I'm a man whore. This happens to me often. I told her that this was not about love, but she is obsessed about me and has written intense emails. So I told her my wife found out and will tell if we continue to communicate. That ended that. I'm antisocial and nobody knows but me. I just don't feel bad.

I let a married woman ten years older than me seduce and flunk me. I'm married too. I felt nothing. ...