I had a fight with my bestfriend!

the other night my friend and i were talking on the phone and then i started talking about this guy i liked and she thought it was really selfish and everything because she doesnt really approve of me having a boyfriend.I dont know why she doesnt want me to have a boyfriend, i think its because she thinks i will ditch her for him and she wont get to see me much anymore but that is wrong because i love her so much and i would never do that. I dont no what to do about the fight, i have tryed apologiseing, and then i dont know what to do about the guy i like because i really, really like him and i wanna be with him and he wants to be with me.  Please help.......
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