I saw a guy peeing, and I have a crush for

I went out to a party with my cousin Fernando and his wife Lisa, it was an all white party (clothing white color). We all had drinks, some had too many. It was getting late so we decided to leave, My cousin and his wife was drunk, so I drive them home. Lisa was able to get in the car herself, my cousin sat in the back. During the ride home Lisa had on this short short skirt, I could see everything. When we reached the house I took my cousin in first, as he threw up in the driveway, I laid him down on the couch. I went back out to get his wife, I took the opportunity and felt her up, spreading her legs and sniffing her p****. I even kissed her on the lips, and she kissed me back. I carried her to the front door, then she says I can walk, as she's holding my hand stumbling to the bedroom. When we reached the bedroom it was still dark with only the street lights beaming in, I can see her getting undressed, as she says to me babe f**k me. And you best bet I did, as she called out her husbands name, thinking it was him fu**ing her. She was so so good, I wanted more. And of course I took a video and some pics to remember. When we finished she told me she wanted another baby, and passed out, I continued to lay there for a few minutes, then I brought my cousin into the bedroom and slept in the living room

I went out to a party with my cousin Fernando and his wife Lisa, it was an all white party (clothing...

Men's Legs My favorite season of the year is Summertime. The reason Summertime is my favorite season is because I'm a man who enjoys the opportunity of seeing other men in shorts, and that chance of being able to see other men's legs. I just love looking at other men's legs. It excites me and turns me on. Its a weird fetish I've had for a very long time, and for some reason I can't help it. I love seeing men in shorts with athletic legs, great calf muscles, or men with legs that just fill out their shorts handsomely.

Men's Legs My favorite season of the year is Summertime. The reason Summertime is my favorite seaso...

I am a man. I am34. I am bisexual. I am divorced. I am In a stable relationship with a great girl. I'm a felon. I caught new charges this year for some things that happened in 2015. I found out about the investigation just over a year ago. I spiraled. Hard. I am doing a lot of meth and having a lot of sex with randoms. I'm so far gone and I don't even really care anymore. I have consciously given into every vice and no one in my life is aware of any of it. I am getting ready for work right now, I'm a waiter, I've been up for a solid 48 hours. I have been home alone since 9:00 am , it's 3:30 now and in that block of time I have been fucked twice and let them both cum in my mouth. After work tonight I'm supposed to get a coworker high and we're going to fuck some place semi public. I'm not working tomorrow and I plan to spend all day fucked up and having sex. I am not sure if this passive aggressive suicide or just an attempt to distract myself from the fear of losing everything to another incarceration. I lost 3 years last time and I doubt very much I can do it again. Mostly I just want it all to stop. I fantasize sometimes that one of these CL randoms will just cut my throat as he tears my ass apart with his cock. That would satisfy the most perverse parts of me I think. Other people don't think this way. I am lost and intentionally wandering further into the darkness. A social experiment Tyler Durden would be proud of. I just needed to say it. Somewhere. To someone. Thanks for listening Dear Reader, whoever you are.

I am a man. I am34. I am bisexual. I am divorced. I am In a stable relationship with a great girl. I...