i hate my parents ,i even curse they are all died!

I am currently struggling with being a demisexual panromantic in a family which, while claiming to be accepting, is not understanding. My mother believes that 15 is too young to make any sort of statement on who I am as a person and makes no attempt to understand my views on this- I'm trying to do little things to open up about myself, but every time I think I'll go out and buy that phone case with the pansexual flag on it, I freeze up and think of how she'll ask what it means and then say how I shouldn't be claiming such things about myself when I'm too young to really know for sure.... This is who I am. I can't imagine ever being any different, but now that I have words for it it's taboo. How am I supposed to let her see? (also I despise that this site makes you claim a "gender" rather than sex even though the only options are male and female)

I am currently struggling with being a demisexual panromantic in a family which, while claiming to b...

we all have our own. ahhh i just live what life i have and carry on. shrug. dont see any other options. cant say it hasnt been a wonder so far. umm damged does prevent me from seeing what is orrr what i see. do i feel like a pupet? yup everyday. ambition draing anddddd saps interest. after a point there really isnt anything else to say or do..cept what u do in reality. and we can all contribute something. there is always somebody in worse shape. mostly i live to distract myself from allthatis. as for fantasy....serriously if i was going to have a fanasy ummm dont seem rational that i would of picked this. but i dont blame anyone or thing. i think a limited number of indies thatattack unaturally is what causes damage anddd some stuff unintendeed. my position has and will always be ahhhh there are bizziollons of bleeps on radar and anything or body that twists my words to hurt other will face there own action

we all have our own. ahhh i just live what life i have and carry on. shrug. dont see any other opti...

i hate my life and my depression is slowly killing me. My job stresses me out and i have to travel far to and from work plus look after my elderly nan. My mum has been diagnosed with a degenerative progressive neurological disease and she is only going to get worse. her health is bad and i need to care for her more and more. I was stressed so i decided to hand my notice in so i can be my mum full time carer and look after nan as well. i thought it was the best plan so i could care for the ones i love and be brave. but now i'm dreading the day i have to leave work i have made a terrible decision i should have carried on struggling with care and work. i'm so scared i'm just going to end up more unhappy with this decision. i am so afraid. i left a good job. i dont like this uncertainty of it all. i'm scared i wish i was not so hasty. this decision was for he good of the famliy but i do not like change. im afraid of regrets i have so many and i dont want this to be one of them.

i hate my life and my depression is slowly killing me. My job stresses me out and i have to travel f...