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I lie about my age to go to adult websites. Mostly erotic spanking sites. I'm 16 and female (because somebody in one of my other confessions asked me that).

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GUYS You need to listen to me, things are not going to go good. To stop these people I need lots of confessions especially all these fake ones I keep seeing. How many we need wont be enough with real ones is why I say this.

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