Degeneración....

Debt I've gotten myself so far in debt that I just cannot breathe. There's no way out of it. Nobody knows, I feel so alone and like the world is crashing down on me. I can't sleep. I'm terrified every second of every day that my husband will find out. My marriage of 25 years is already rocky, at best- this will end it. I'll be starting over with nothing at 43 years old. I just want to go to sleep forever...

Debt I've gotten myself so far in debt that I just cannot breathe. There's no way out of it. Nobody...

can you now see tracey? can you now see how australians want to leave australia to get a better life somewhere else???? we are so suppressed and abused and poverty struck and conservo and have no place to go that we understand is home anymore! can you now see why an abused white woman would not find burlesque and strip in some weirdo woman's social group that only help divorced women and foreign or gay women and to me its as not fun? can you now see tracey? can you? cuz I am always listening to everyones words carefully and watching body language and omissions and constructs around them! can you now see how most people in australia are doing it tough unfairly and the white prejudice just because we are white and we have to move and study overseas to be educated and to count we have to marry a foreigner to survive so called equality cuz no Australian men will pay homage to their own people, everything is contructed around no social activity other then professional and to break that code would be morally judged so I can't date my australian coach at the gym but others from overseas can and I have to bring in a south american or russian because no australians see me as equal but outsiders do out away from this country I am respected, but here no respect often and employ them or friend them or date them. we have to date foreigners to feel worthy because we don't get that here from our own kind.

can you now see tracey? can you now see how australians want to leave australia to get a better life...

gave a Pity fuck!!! Some time ago there was a phone line you could use to call and for a fee describe, what kind of sex you wanted. I personally wanted just regular anal sex. A pathetic sounding man answered my ad and we met at his apartment. he had had cancer of the ass and he could only do oral and dick-sticking. We did both and I finished off in his mouth and enjoyed his bum cheeks and side cocksliding each others locks.

gave a Pity fuck!!! Some time ago there was a phone line you could use to call and for a fee describ...