i have a huge crush on a straight friend, it always

Excuse me, sir? I think I love you... I met you three years ago. You were sitting on a table, dangling your feet, sipping your coffee. You blue eyes paralyzed me and your voice sent shivers down my spine. Every morning, for the last three years, I have been staring at you, thinking about you, thinking about what kind of life we could have. It pains me to see you with your wedding ring on. It pains me to see you walk away without me. It pains me to see you close your door and teaching your class. Because that reinforces the fact that we could never be together. Its taboo. But I think I love you. No. Its probably just some typical school girl crush, its not love. But I do have very strong feelings for you. I crave your touch and pray for your presence. I need you, just to get through life. You're the reason I get up in the morning. But you'll never be mine. I want you. I need you. God, I need you. Be mine. Be mine. BC

Excuse me, sir? I think I love you... I met you three years ago. You were sitting on a table, dangli...

I Wish I Could Love more than 20 Seconds I am secretly afraid of commitment. I'm only in eighth grade and I've always wanted a boyfriend for longer than a week. Last year, I had 5 boyfriends that I never liked much that grew old after a week. So I dumped them. One of the ones I dumped was one that liked me the entire year, but still helped me try to get the one I was really liking: his best friend. Last year and this year both, his best friend turned on me and spread rumors about me after rejecting me last year, and this year he was just plain rude. I don't like him any more. I moved on this year to a nerdy boy who had a little sense of humor, but he follows me around like a lost dog and is way too clingy for me. I sit next to the boy who liked me last year every day in science class thinking, "I really wish I didn't break up with him," because I am in love with him.

I Wish I Could Love more than 20 Seconds I am secretly afraid of commitment. I'm only in eighth grad...

I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am, because then i would have an excuse to drop out of college and have the one thing i long for more than anything in the world... a baby. x

I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am, because then i would ...