i have a huge crush on a straight friend, it always

There's this hot girl at my school who I'm actually not attracted to, since she's so wild and people made fun of her all in grade 8 and 9 but now we are older and not my type. However, I find myself gazing off at her pretty eyes or complexion, or, since she likes to show her confidence, her hot lashes in class. I'm not sure what to classify her as, since she's not really a crush, I just find her really attractive and hot, we speak, were not friends, and I've shown any interest in her before just to make her feel good in my classses.

There's this hot girl at my school who I'm actually not attracted to, since she's so wild and people...

I like a guy, I can't do relationships, I'm fucked, HE THINKS I LIKE HIM. What the fuck do I do. I'm meeting up with him soon. Oh god, please god, help me.

I like a guy, I can't do relationships, I'm fucked, HE THINKS I LIKE HIM. What the fuck do I do. I'm...

This time in 2009 I was pregnant. I got rid of my baby. I miss you so goddamn much everyday, if I could take it back I would. I know now I could have done it, I could have loved you enough. I'm sorry.

This time in 2009 I was pregnant. I got rid of my baby. I miss you so goddamn much everyday, if I co...