When I am having sex with my wife I imagine I

So much for "Best Friend" I am so sick of putting up with shit from my so-called "Best friend"! He constantly makes me feel like shit, uses me, asks me for things, and makes me feel like a fucking burden to him. And the other day i made a mistake, a big one albeit, but all the same. Background, I'm gay, he's straight, and very comfortable with his sexuality and it's never been a problem between us. We even kiss sometimes, just because I think that way he thinks he's doing something for me so he has something to hold over my head. Anyways, the other night I spent the night at his house, and i kissed him good night, and the confession is I don't know what happened/what i was thinking but i just didn't pull away. It wasn't a make out session or anything, and I certainly don't want him like that at all, but I just didn't pull away. And i apologized for it, and he didn't make a big deal out of it at all and we went on to have a great night. However, the next day, he told I made him ridiculously uncomfortable, and how he didn't want to be around me anymore. I have done so much for this bitch, he has a terrible home life, I have snuck him out of his house, he went without a job for a while, I fed him. I even filled his gas tank, so he could go see his ex-girlfriend 2 hours away. I even bought her fucking birthday gift for him. I have done nothing but love and help this guy, and then tonight he told me that he has been thinking that I have been using him for his body this entire time... like i was some manipulative rapist. I have had several boyfriends and multiple hook ups in our time, I'm far from sex hungry. I was raped as an 8 year old... and being compared to that monster... I've never been hit so hard. I hate him. And i regret loving him so much.

So much for "Best Friend" I am so sick of putting up with shit from my so-called "Best friend"! He ...

so called boyfriend is cheating on me my boyfriend of 4 years has been acting mad sketchy lately and doesn't want to hang with me and barely texts me. so tonight i was looking at his insta and went to his tagged pics( just to see if any more graduation pics were there) and i noticed there was a girl in one of his tagged pics. i then peeped some shit and saw he commented some heart eyes. i am absolutely heart broken and confused and don't know what to do.

so called boyfriend is cheating on me my boyfriend of 4 years has been acting mad sketchy lately a...

Still here in the closet. So here I am sitting in my black opaque tights with my black lace panties, and black sports bra. I'm feeling excited and guilty at the same time. I have a panty/hose/stocking fetish. I'm in the closet but I really do want to be. I have kinda hinted and my wearing in front of her but she said she didn't think she could handle it. So for now I keep it secret as I can. She doesn't look and I don't show. But I dream of the day when I can wear them while she is, I so got hard thinking about that. This is my first time writing. Be kind

Still here in the closet. So here I am sitting in my black opaque tights with my black lace panties...