i hate my parents ,i even curse they are all died!

I have find a way to stop my self. At least twice a day for the last year, I've been going to my 18 year old son's room and giving him blow jobs. I do it in the morning, as he has huge morning wood, and after dinner on the couch. When he in the shower I'll join him kneel down and suck me off. Last weekend we went to a wedding, he park in the back of the lot, unzipped his pants and started to jerk off, when I saw it grow I took it in my mouth and sucked him off. 4 times that night he dragged me from the reception to give him head, which I willingly did. I've begged him to stop me, but he said "No mom, you have stop yourself. You give the best head I've ever gotten. I like Cummings in you slut mouth." What kind of mother am I? When the fire in me is burning I need to taste his cum. I strip around him so he get turned on, his cock is so big. God when will get home from work, I need his cum NOW!

I have find a way to stop my self. At least twice a day for the last year, I've been going to my 18 ...

To payoff my student loans, I became a gay Craig's list hooker and let men ass fuck me to $50 a pop. I did ten men a night for 150 day and had enough to pay the loans off. It got to the point where I would cum hands free from the receiving anal. The problem is I can't cum with a woman now. I get hard and fuck for an hour or more, but don't cum. So have asked me why this is happening, so I say it sometimes happens. When I get home I use a dildo on my ass to cum. Have I turned my self gay? I did enjoy being taken anally, and having them fill my ass with cum

To payoff my student loans, I became a gay Craig's list hooker and let men ass fuck me to $50 a pop...

I wasted my fucking life taking care of my retarded brother. I loved him, but because of him I never had a real relationship with a woman or had a family of my own. The worst part was my father lied to me that when he died I would inherit money to take care of my brother. When he died I discovered he had gambled all the money away. After 40 years of struggling to pay bills and take care of him my brother is dead. I'm 75, I have nothing to show for my life, no money, no family, no friends. I can't wait to die so I will be out if this misery.

I wasted my fucking life taking care of my retarded brother. I loved him, but because of him I never...