Degeneración....

Last September I made a vows to get away from everyone I knew. But everyday my heart grows distant away from my church, and all that used to matter to me -I guess being alone with your thoughts makes you shut down and live in a world where your numb and nothing can touch you or hurt you or get close to you . And I am caught up in spiteful thoughts hate actions. I am not acting as a real person should. And so many men that extend their arms for short lived with zero comfort. I can't get out on the pain. And for now I don't want to. I don't hear my conscience. I don't feel it either. I am so alone. the violence is cutting me apart.

Last September I made a vows to get away from everyone I knew. But everyday my heart grows distant a...

strict and controlling moral on me through teaching my mother and brother on how to handle me and talk to me.. I felt as if my father was back home. Now I cant stop feeling like I will never be able to break free from him..

strict and controlling moral on me through teaching my mother and brother on how to handle me and t...

nothing has helped me get over being sad, ive been to hospitals and treatment facilitates, im planning on killing myself next year and no one knows. i have it all planned out and im writing a goodbye letter on my computer over the course of the next year. nobody even thinks im sad, but really i hate myself. im going to use the exit and his bad technique.

nothing has helped me get over being sad, ive been to hospitals and treatment facilitates, im planni...